Moving out to Idaho was the best decision I could have ever possibly made.
I understand it’s a decision that hurt a lot people, may have made them upset or angry but unfortunately none of those people know how I am inside. I’m forever going to be the selfless person that gives my all to everyone else but this is one thing that I had to do for my own personal well-being, to rid the stress and lift a huge weight off my shoulders. I can honestly say that I am beyond happy and finally feel free. I’ve been focusing on a lot of things out here and keeping my health and diet up to par as well as a free mind from any drama left behind at home. Between the stress and work I just wasn’t in a good place and needed to relax and reflect and put my all into something I’m really passionate about.
This isn’t to say that I don’t miss all my friends and family back home in Connecticut, that would be crazy talk. I am more than excited to come visit December 19th - January 6th, there’s too many faces there that it’s just been too long since I’ve seen. I’ve been looking forward to the company, hugs, talks and sharing of alcohol since I booked my flight a week ago.
I just needed a new start, so please understand and let me be selfish just this once knowing I still need you all more than ever. You’re the greatest friends I could have ever asked for.